There are things that we don’t want to happen but have to accept, things we don’t want to know but have to learn, and people we can’t live without but have to let go.
I’m torn between what is right and what I want. I am torn between you and him. I am torn between conquering my fears and walking away from them.
I want to say I deserve better, and mean it. I want to say I give up, and believe it. I want to say I’m moving on, and do it. And I have come to realize that he’s just a guy, a special one maybe, but he’s not mine. Sometimes letting go takes more courage than leaving. Stepping out on your own may be one of the hardest things to do, knowing that you’re all alone from this point on. Time really does help heal, and that’s what I need right now, time.